My recent feeling

I'm not sure whether I've done it correctly or wrongly.....But one thing I know was I only doing my job and just want to have everything done on time before is too late.....I have things to settle and wrap up before I can proceed to the next step or level...So, I have no choice....

I don't want things to be that way, but I don't know why it has turned to be that way.....Recently I felt that I have done the wrong thing in others point of view...They might think that that's not the correct way to do it and it might not be easy to do or even impossible....It seemes like I'm forcing them to do so without their consent.....I really don't like this feeling at all...It just pointed that I'm wrong in anyway....

I want to be myself again and I don't want my life to be so miserable and so lost direction....Hate to do all these things...Why...Can someone tell me what have I done?

Am I doing the correct thing or the wrong thing.....I don't want others to hate or dislike me..I dislike that kind of feeling......