My recent feeling

I'm not sure whether I've done it correctly or wrongly.....But one thing I know was I only doing my job and just want to have everything done on time before is too late.....I have things to settle and wrap up before I can proceed to the next step or level...So, I have no choice....

I don't want things to be that way, but I don't know why it has turned to be that way.....Recently I felt that I have done the wrong thing in others point of view...They might think that that's not the correct way to do it and it might not be easy to do or even impossible....It seemes like I'm forcing them to do so without their consent.....I really don't like this feeling at all...It just pointed that I'm wrong in anyway....

I want to be myself again and I don't want my life to be so miserable and so lost direction....Hate to do all these things...Why...Can someone tell me what have I done?

Am I doing the correct thing or the wrong thing.....I don't want others to hate or dislike me..I dislike that kind of feeling......

Haiz

Friday again....everybody will be happy on that. But I don't think that person will be me......As I still have to work throughout weekends......I never have weekends..My weekends never come...Can someone tell me why????? Why my life so pity?????



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MC (Medical Cert) Day

Today I didn't go to work as I took MC from Loh Guan Lye Hospital. :( so sad......

Actually I felt not well on Friday night and thought it will be getting better on Saturday. However, it didn't seems to be. Until Sunday evening, I went to sleep at around 6pm. Caught FLU already. Poor me.

This morning after I've woke up and planned to go to Loh Guan Lye Hospital to see our doctor, I nearly blackout. I felt so dizzy and could not see the scene in front of me clearly. I could only see light without picture...so scary right...Luckily doctor said once caught FLU, you will feel dizzy and even your hands and foot will be very cold. That's normal.

I've spent RM 74.60 for my doctor consultation and medication included. Hope I can get well soon as doctor said want to give a few days leave for me to rest. But I only requested for a day MC. :)

Life.....

I don't know why I'm so tire and lazy these few days. Not even feel like want to work although the work is rushing and need to be submitted. Can anyon tell me why..... I really need to know why?????

Or maybe I already tire of working? Or maybe I need a long rest before start to work again? Or I just gone mad and crazy? I really don't know.......

Someone please let me know why if there is someone out there know about the answer..... Thanks.......

Farewell for my trainee- Yee Lean

Friday (8/5/09) was the last day of my trainee- Yee Lean. She really helps me a lot on my audit work (especially vouching and verifying and even quantifying data). Now, she has left KPMG and I'm loosing a person on my audit jobs for verifying and quantifying the data. But, hope that she learned something while she was in trainng...

However, I hope that she can study well in UK- University of Warwick. It is really a great place to study and it makes me want to quit my job and continue to study as well... :P

We took her to Little Cottage for a farewell lunch. She ordered a set lunch and finished it all up (except for the dessert). Bravo!! We took photos and added her on our facebook, friendster and msn. Hope that we can keep on contact and would like to see how's she change after a study of 3 years.....

At the last of the day, she even gave each of us a bag of her family products- biscuit and drink. Thanks...

Kambate Yee Lean...

My Shopping Spreeeeeeeeee

Last week was Labour's Day and I manage to have a 3 days off. So, I've went to KL for a crazy shopping spreeeeeee.........That was also after I got my bonus-- final bonus for Yr 2008. I really can spent a lot within 2 days (Pavilion KL and Sunway Pyramid) especially in Sunway Pyramid.

The shopping complex-- Sunway Pyramid has been renovated and extended new wings. So, it's a better place to shop than previous years---- a lot of shop lots have been opened (from middle end to high end products). So, I've bought a lot of things---- working attires (from elements) included a pair of shoe and 5 working attires, t-shirts, and even bag from MNG (it costs me hundred ++). I think I must be crazy as if it was me in previous years, I won't do so as it was too expensive. So, I think I must be crazy after working for so long hours until my brain can't function and keep on asking me to buy, buy, buy, buy!!!!! Crazy.

Not only stuff for myself, I also bought a lot of things for my parents, grandma, aunties...........don't know why I suddenly willing to spend a lot. HAHAHAHAHAHA..........

But, it was a very enjoyable trip of shopping anyway.....worth for money.... :) :P

My life was only working and working

It was 4.50am in the morning, and I'm still working at home without any sleep. This was just because to rush for any issues to be discussed by the Management in the early morning (10.30am).

Then, the compensation that I received was only a pair of panda's eyes. How pity I am. However, I still work till morning as I try to furnish any issues for discussion before everything was too late.

So, Kambate CKT!!!!!